Ripper, tearer, slasher, gouger
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It's a trap. Shrug. I'm not trying to be edgy. That's my honest advice. I don't care about the specifics. You're gonna regret it. She is doing this to benefit herself. Whatever it is. That's how women work.I can't really get into specifics but it's not that simple. I've been seriously injured by this stupid bitches betrayal and I'm still dealing with varying degrees of fallout to this day.
Really, I've had enough time to think about it that I would bet money that my theory about her motivivation is correct, even though don't have any more facts than I did the day I was blindsided. I can only ask myself: what could be in it for her? Not sex, not money, if it wasn't outright psychopathic malice, I can only think of one other way she could have possibly gained. So that's gotta be it.
It's just this burning, morbid curiosity I have. I want to KNOW why. I want to hear her say it. The problem is that I know it's just not worth it. It's not worth the risk of starting all this bullshit over, risking all these problems just to confirm what I've already probably figured out. And it's definitely not worth swearing at her just to blow off some steam. I guess I'll just have to live with it, but the only thing that I feel would ease my mind is if I could either confirm or deny that the excuse that she used to give in my nightmares is what she'd say for herself irl.