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I wasn't raised Christian, my country is mostly all atheist, and the churches here are all liberal, "refugees welcome" and "give us money for starving blacks" types and so on. On top of that my mother is likely a witch, and in both my family lines I have great grandfathers who were high ranking Freemasons. If I understand things correctly, that means I've inherited a number of generational curses.

So, I'm not exactly in the best position in terms of proper understanding of the fundamentals of Christianity.

I'd like you guys to explain things from the ground up for me, how to pray, repent, confess, and generally I need to know what I'm supposed to be doing.

Which Bible I'm supposed to read would also be helpful, because I've seen you guys mention that the ones common in the West are heretical.

I'll give a little background here so you're not totally in the dark as to where I stand.
I've no doubt whatsoever about the divinity of Christ, His resurrection and sacrifice. But I don't know any of the history and so on. I have a very strong pull in me that causes me to hate anti-Christians and defend Christians and Christianity even though I don't know how to practice it. I became this way in my teens as I learned that the incessant sleep paralysis, hallucinations and lucid nightmares I suffered since my first memories were demonic attacks. I asked a Christian, he told me they were demons and explained how to end the attacks. The demons fled with the name of Christ, I was sold on the existence of God, and that I was in His debt for saving me. No doubts whatsoever.

(If any of you experience demonic attacks (sleep paralysis is one of the most common) simply command the demon(s) to leave by invoking the name of Jesus Christ. They are terrified of Him.
I hope that helps one of you like it did for me.)


Since then I've been mostly picking up bits and pieces as time goes on, but seeing as how we might actually be hunted down and murdered in the Fall; I want to at least be able to ask for forgiveness and make my peace with God before I die. I saw hell in those nightmares, I don't want to end up there.

So long story short.

I would like to be saved, but I don't know how.

Sorry for writing about my problems to all of you. I know you don't know me, and this isn't a great thing to be doing, but I can't think of anyone else to ask with the churches around me being closed and them being boomer-liberal even if they weren't.



I also think that what I've asked from you guys should be general enough to make this an unofficial "Learning Christianity For Dummies" thread so that the thread doesn't run afoul of the moderation rules. That is to say that this thread can be used to post any introduction to Christianity content ignore me to you hearts content if my talking about my problems to strangers thing is too repulsive for you.

All right, that all.

Please help me out bros.
 

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I'd like you guys to explain things from the ground up for me, how to pray, repent, confess, and generally I need to know what I'm supposed to be doing.
When I went through a similar stage fairly recently myself, one of the first things I started doing along with regular fasting was that I would wake up each morning as early as possible, and then immediately upon waking before I took a piss or got something to drink or anything I would immediately go down to the floor on my hands and knees and pray to God (Jesus) in the most serious and solemn manner that I knew how. I would just be honest, and I would ask for guidance, and I would thank God for granting me life in the first place and for giving me a fairly normal life with a good family and upbringing and stuff like that. I would also just pray for others out there in our similar situation where they were/are red-pilled about all the uncomfortable truths in life yet they really had no immediate IRL outlet to discuss and form human bonds over our collective plight as a people. I guess most importantly in my praying, however, is that I made absolutely positive never to even suggest something remotely selfish or something materialist in connection to myself whatsoever. If I have ever asked God for anything at all pertaining to me personally, it has been about things like better spiritual understanding and enhanced clarity and willpower and things like that. But never anything materially oriented like a nice house or nice car or something. After all, we are not Jews!

The fasting too helped a lot with my issues involving instant gratification seeking type behavior. And throughout all of this I have gradually learned to overcome in many ways my original fear of death, which is essential I think. Because when you no longer fear death as a man, it then opens you up to actually experience life to the fullest with real conviction in my opinion for the first time.

Also, as far as the "historical" stuff about Christianity that you said you don't know very much about, I would recommend almost anything by E. Michael Jones. His latest trilogy called The Jewish Revolutionary Spirit and Its Impact on World History is in my opinion a great place to start. It's historical- of course. But it puts all of Euro history in its proper Christian context according to the long view of our history: roughly from the time of Jesus up until today currently.
 
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A lot of us are in a similar situation. I am from the US so not traditionally an atheist country but all the religious institutions are corrupted, some more than others, from what I can see.

As far as the Bible goes, I simply picked the one that is easiest for me to read which is the NIV red letter edition. I haven't found anything obviously corrupt in it. I found the King James had too much repetitious archaic language and I simply wanted to finish it to get an overall perspective.

I agree with Coltraine on E. Michael Jones but started reading him just about the time he was purged by Amazon. Have been starting to watch his channel on Gab.


Roosh advocates reading the desert fathers, the earliest Christians, which I think makes sense but haven't done yet. That said I wouldn't pay attention to Roosh because he isn't much more advanced in discovering Christianity than we are but is already presenting himself as an expert. That is why I don't visit his site. Too many self proclaimed experts.

Orthodox Christianity seems the least corrupt but I struggle with two things:

1. It simply isn't the cultural tradition from which I come so it feels foreign to me

2. There seems to be a lot of emphasis on fasting and vegetarian periods. I do daily intermittent fasting (eating in a limited time) but struggle with the idea that so much of my religious practice should be in self sacrifice. I find myself drawn more to celebrating the natural abundance and wonder of life that God created for us and want to focus on responsibility I have to act daily in line with the morality given in the Bible. That approach seems to help me stay on the straight and narrow. Now that regular self sacrifice might be the right way but I simply don't feel healthy or energetic eating all vegetables and consequently don't believe that God wants us to be vegetarians.

I admit that my approach likely relies too much on what feels right for me.
 

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I've no doubt whatsoever about the divinity of Christ, His resurrection and sacrifice. But I don't know any of the history and so on. I have a very strong pull in me that causes me to hate anti-Christians and defend Christians and Christianity even though I don't know how to practice it. I became this way in my teens as I learned that the incessant sleep paralysis, hallucinations and lucid nightmares I suffered since my first memories were demonic attacks. I asked a Christian, he told me they were demons and explained how to end the attacks. The demons fled with the name of Christ, I was sold on the existence of God, and that I was in His debt for saving me. No doubts whatsoever.
You already are a Christian.

I would like to be saved, but I don't know how.
You already are saved. That's what the sacrifice of Christ was all about. "It is finished".

You do have obligations though. Reading and hearing the word of God is the beginning of that.

Which Bible I'm supposed to read would also be helpful, because I've seen you guys mention that the ones common in the West are heretical.
Some are much worse than others. I like the KJV because I'm familiar with it but others may disagree. I wont argue that in here.

You might enjoy listening to the Bible as an audiobook. Maybe start with that and get through the whole thing.

I like the Alexander Scourby reading, he was some kind of famous actor back in the 1940s and 1950s:


There are online tools that you can use to compare the various versions. This can help you if you're having trouble understanding certain passages.


 

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Orthodox Christianity seems the least corrupt but I struggle with two things:

1. It simply isn't the cultural tradition from which I come so it feels foreign to me

2. There seems to be a lot of emphasis on fasting and vegetarian periods. I do daily intermittent fasting (eating in a limited time) but struggle with the idea that so much of my religious practice should be in self sacrifice. I find myself drawn more to celebrating the natural abundance and wonder of life that God created for us and want to focus on responsibility I have to act daily in line with the morality given in the Bible. That approach seems to help me stay on the straight and narrow. Now that regular self sacrifice might be the right way but I simply don't feel healthy or energetic eating all vegetables and consequently don't believe that God wants us to be vegetarians.

I admit that my approach likely relies too much on what feels right for me.
Those are valid points, and some hurdles that not everybody will be able to jump over. The Liturgy is definitely very foreign for some if they come from a Protestant background, more so than even a Traditional Latin Mass in some cases. However, I think the upside is that you can often find the Divine Liturgy in whatever language you speak, but maybe not depending on whatever country you're in. I would say that if you can find either an Orthodox church that is in your language nearby, check that out or find a Traditional Latin Mass if they have that. Some countries also have what is called the Western Rite, which is an Orthodox church that does the old style western rites. I've heard a lot of good things about it. There are videos on YouTube of all these different services, so take a look and see what you like. If you can find a good old school Catholic Church or an Orthodox Church, go in and talk with the priest and tell him about your background. He'll likely be able to steer you on the right path. This is not a decision to make lightly, so definitely do a lot of looking and a lot of praying.
 

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I've no doubt whatsoever about the divinity of Christ, His resurrection and sacrifice. But I don't know any of the history and so on. I have a very strong pull in me that causes me to hate anti-Christians and defend Christians and Christianity even though I don't know how to practice it. I became this way in my teens as I learned that the incessant sleep paralysis, hallucinations and lucid nightmares I suffered since my first memories were demonic attacks. I asked a Christian, he told me they were demons and explained how to end the attacks. The demons fled with the name of Christ, I was sold on the existence of God, and that I was in His debt for saving me. No doubts whatsoever.

(If any of you experience demonic attacks (sleep paralysis is one of the most common) simply command the demon(s) to leave by invoking the name of Jesus Christ. They are terrified of Him.
I hope that helps one of you like it did for me.)
Right there with you on that bro. I know all about demonic probings while sleeping, and the power of Jesus to help out during the worst. Even wrote about it on this forum several times. I don't know how to help with "becoming a Christian." My relationship with Jesus is personal, private, and I don't share it with others very much. I never got much out of going to church growing up, which was like a clown show and almost seemed designed to drive young people away.

Like @Coltraine said, I similarly hardly ever have much to say in prayer but thankfulness. Despite my hard life, I thank God for this existence, for this chance, this trial, for my soul and for everything around me from the cute animals and bugs that bless my existence with their presence, the staggering beauty of this world of living beings, to the awe of the light, and for granting me this chance to prove myself worthy of this gift. Thankfulness, and requests to help others I know who could use a bit of "divine inspiration." For God helps those who help themselves. I hope to do good works and live a life that gets a heavenly nod of approval, as a Christian man. This Creation, once recognized that it's the design of God, is my church. The world is my cathedral. The rest fell into place.

My best piece of advice is listen to @Astral-Pepe who is one above others in understanding these things.
 
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The Holy Spirit is already working on you, because you made this post. Keep praying, and reading your Bible. Too many people these days want drive-thru salvation and Christianity. It doesn’t work that way, reading the Bible, is Gods word.
You mention you’ve been reading NIV, I would suggest KJV, but if you have to get a clearer understanding, read the NIV, and compare to KJV. Also find a Strong’s Concordance when you get a little more versed in your studies.
Id suggest following @Astral-Pepe @Panzerhund @PotstickerSwatstika @Enwar @rouse (who drops the daily Bible verse for the community here) find the thread titled, Dispelling Leftists Myths about Christianity, it was posted originally by Panzerhund. Read through it and be prepared to learn a lot!
 

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Those are valid points, and some hurdles that not everybody will be able to jump over. The Liturgy is definitely very foreign for some if they come from a Protestant background, more so than even a Traditional Latin Mass in some cases. However, I think the upside is that you can often find the Divine Liturgy in whatever language you speak, but maybe not depending on whatever country you're in. I would say that if you can find either an Orthodox church that is in your language nearby, check that out or find a Traditional Latin Mass if they have that. Some countries also have what is called the Western Rite, which is an Orthodox church that does the old style western rites. I've heard a lot of good things about it. There are videos on YouTube of all these different services, so take a look and see what you like. If you can find a good old school Catholic Church or an Orthodox Church, go in and talk with the priest and tell him about your background. He'll likely be able to steer you on the right path. This is not a decision to make lightly, so definitely do a lot of looking and a lot of praying.
Problem is that I live in Asia. There is a Russian orthodox church a couple of blocks from me but the priest does not speak English. As luck would have it he is the only Orthodox priest in the country who doesn't. I should check out the local catholic church. I went to one in the big city but it had a woman very involved in the service which immediately turned me off. I moved to a small town so should go check out the local catholic church. Unfortunately no Latin mass though.
 

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The Holy Spirit is already working on you, because you made this post. Keep praying, and reading your Bible. Too many people these days want drive-thru salvation and Christianity. It doesn’t work that way, reading the Bible, is Gods word.
You mention you’ve been reading NIV, I would suggest KJV, but if you have to get a clearer understanding, read the NIV, and compare to KJV. Also find a Strong’s Concordance when you get a little more versed in your studies.
Id suggest following @Astral-Pepe @Panzerhund @PotstickerSwatstika @Enwar @rouse (who drops the daily Bible verse for the community here) find the thread titled, Dispelling Leftists Myths about Christianity, it was posted originally by Panzerhund. Read through it and be prepared to learn a lot!
Yes Panzerhund too! And the rest. They are...inspirational.
 

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You already are saved. That's what the sacrifice of Christ was all about. "It is finished".

3 words............God help me.
I similarly hardly ever have much to say in prayer but thankfulness
It’s powerful to frame your prayer in a format of β€˜help!’ because God hears the soul crying out and wants to comfort and right wrongs, but I try to include at least as much, if not more β€˜thank you!’ language lately, even when I’m talking to Him about dark or troubling parts of my life.

He’s going through all this chaos too, He is, after all, a living God and I appreciate his persistence throughout in trying to teach us that Love is the answer. His sacrifices are ongoing in that quest.
 

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Get the Orthodox study bible, I like the big leather one it is beautiful. It has tons of good notes and prayers and other helpful things. Probably the translation is not perfect, but that is why there are notes. My ancient Greek is real rusty so King James+ will have to do for me!

Depending on if you want to look into Orthodoxy more there is a great book called "The Law of God" by Fr. Daniel Sysoev that covers all the basics. He was murdered by a Muslim for converting people to Christ BTW.

But as far as in-person attendance goes I would try and find somewhere that you are comfortable instead of worrying about denomination for now. Make a visit to a monastery when you can, the monks are based, but there is no guarantee of what the local churches around you will be like.

Also, there is a great little Psalter with all the added prayers monastics use available from Jordanville publishers. Gorgeous book and praying the Psalter is perhaps the oldest form of Christian worship, it is the only book Christians would have in many households.


Lastly, this website will find many Orthodox churches that don't show up in a web search or on the map: assemblyofbishops.org
 
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I wasn't raised Christian, my country is mostly all atheist, and the churches here are all liberal, "refugees welcome" and "give us money for starving blacks" types and so on. On top of that my mother is likely a witch, and in both my family lines I have great grandfathers who were high ranking Freemasons. If I understand things correctly, that means I've inherited a number of generational curses.

So, I'm not exactly in the best position in terms of proper understanding of the fundamentals of Christianity.

I'd like you guys to explain things from the ground up for me, how to pray, repent, confess, and generally I need to know what I'm supposed to be doing.

Which Bible I'm supposed to read would also be helpful, because I've seen you guys mention that the ones common in the West are heretical.

I'll give a little background here so you're not totally in the dark as to where I stand.
I've no doubt whatsoever about the divinity of Christ, His resurrection and sacrifice. But I don't know any of the history and so on. I have a very strong pull in me that causes me to hate anti-Christians and defend Christians and Christianity even though I don't know how to practice it. I became this way in my teens as I learned that the incessant sleep paralysis, hallucinations and lucid nightmares I suffered since my first memories were demonic attacks. I asked a Christian, he told me they were demons and explained how to end the attacks. The demons fled with the name of Christ, I was sold on the existence of God, and that I was in His debt for saving me. No doubts whatsoever.

(If any of you experience demonic attacks (sleep paralysis is one of the most common) simply command the demon(s) to leave by invoking the name of Jesus Christ. They are terrified of Him.
I hope that helps one of you like it did for me.)


Since then I've been mostly picking up bits and pieces as time goes on, but seeing as how we might actually be hunted down and murdered in the Fall; I want to at least be able to ask for forgiveness and make my peace with God before I die. I saw hell in those nightmares, I don't want to end up there.

So long story short.

I would like to be saved, but I don't know how.

Sorry for writing about my problems to all of you. I know you don't know me, and this isn't a great thing to be doing, but I can't think of anyone else to ask with the churches around me being closed and them being boomer-liberal even if they weren't.



I also think that what I've asked from you guys should be general enough to make this an unofficial "Learning Christianity For Dummies" thread so that the thread doesn't run afoul of the moderation rules. That is to say that this thread can be used to post any introduction to Christianity content ignore me to you hearts content if my talking about my problems to strangers thing is too repulsive for you.

All right, that all.

Please help me out bros.
I'll give you my 2 cents. Start with a direct prayer to God (pray out loud when nobody is around) - talk to Him as though you see Him standing there.

Ask Him to come into your life, ask Him for forgiveness of all your sins, through His Son, Jesus Christ, and ask him to give you signs to help you walk His path.

Trust me when I tell you that it will happen - you will be amazed at what happens. You have nothing to lose - and everything to gain.

Again - He WILL send you signs and you will know that it was Him.

Then get a King James Bible and start reading - don't be intimidated - just start somewhere. God will make Himself known to you and He will guide you on your new path.

Regarding a church - I'd suggest a very conservative Catholic church or an Orthodox church. But do not let the church be your "interface" with God - your "interface" is your daily prayers to Him. The church is there for you to have your faith reinforced and to have fellowship with other Christians. But never let the church be your "interface" - otherwise, when the church becomes corrupted, you will be lead astray. Your communion with God should always be direct.
 

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For a person to become a Christian - you may call it "saved", "born again", "regenerated", "redeemed", etc - was not made difficult by God. It was made easy.

This is because the entire requirement for sacrifice was completely and totally accomplished by Jesus. In other words, the work has been done. This is why Jesus was able to say, "it is finished".

As far as how to claim this payment for your sin, there isn't a "formula". But a prayer someone might make could be something such as:

"Lord Jesus, I'm a sinner. I believe you died to save sinners. Please save me."


The reason I tell you this is because the scriptures make it very clear that salvation is the result of faith. Faith in what? Specifically, faith placed in the finished work of Jesus.

Here are three scriptural proofs of my claim:

Galatians 3:26 "For ye are all the children of God by faith in Christ Jesus."

Philippians 3:9 "And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith:"

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."
 

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Start here with this simple prayer called the Jesus Prayer:

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

Dont worry about churches, but do try to get baptized. This can be done in a river, pond, lake or even the ocean by someone who is qualified to give them.
 

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Read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John's descriptions of Jesus. (who was not a jew BTW)
What better way to find out?
Far better than asking someone to tell you what it means to you.

Immerse yourself in those, you will find a new lesson or perspective every time you read them.

The Bible is a huge book to absorb, start slow. Start with understanding The Redeemer Himself.
Pray for understanding before you read, and say a Thank You in advance.

That's what I did after being fed a whole lotta straight bullshit about Jesus growing up. :(
 

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Trust me when I tell you that it will happen - you will be amazed at what happens. You have nothing to lose - and everything to gain.

Again - He WILL send you signs and you will know that it was Him.
This truth just made my eyes well up. I such a horrible Christian, glad you guys are here to guide us lost boys. Great thread guys.
 
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Whenever you hear people say Christ is King, it is not only true, but the key difference in not only distinguishing between Christians and jews, but every other religion.

Jesus gave his life for our sins. He made the ultimate sacrifice. That's the key. Jews still sacrifice anything and everything for themselves. But when Jesus gave his own life, that was the ultimate toll paid. That is what is unique and different from all others. Jews still swing chickens around and do other discusting Rabbi stuff. That is why jews will never go to heaven. Pagans still sacrifice as well. We Christians only need to have faith in the Lord that he is the one true God, and that Jesus is the son of God (one in the same, not different).

So keep that in mind if you ever lose sight of the big picture or lose faith. Just remember there is something more in this faith than just us, and far more than any other religion.

@Astral-Pepe thank you for the audiobook of the bible!
 

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Nothing makes my day like seeing a brother searching for Christ. This forum is a wealth of spiritually mature men that can help you along your way.

I became this way in my teens as I learned that the incessant sleep paralysis, hallucinations and lucid nightmares I suffered since my first memories were demonic attacks. I asked a Christian, he told me they were demons and explained how to end the attacks. The demons fled with the name of Christ, I was sold on the existence of God, and that I was in His debt for saving me. No doubts whatsoever.

(If any of you experience demonic attacks (sleep paralysis is one of the most common) simply command the demon(s) to leave by invoking the name of Jesus Christ. They are terrified of Him.
I hope that helps one of you like it did for me.)
This is exactly how I came to Christ. One thing that I noticed through those demonic attacks was that I learned to invoke the name of Jesus Christ on my own. I wasn't taught that. For me, some of the attacks were severe. My jaw would lock shut, but I could move my tongue in my mouth. I would move my tongue in effort to cry out to Christ enough to get my jaw unlocked and then proceed to speak his name over and over again until I would wake up the whole house screaming JESUS!!!! at the top of my lungs. At the time of those attacks, I did not consider myself a religious or spiritual person. I am now.

Don't get wrapped around the axle about different denominations. There's only one name by which you will enter the kingdom of God and that is Jesus Christ. He's your priority and he's already paid your debt. All you have to do is accept that. You will not get into Heaven by good works, or by any doing of your own. Jesus did the work. It is finished.

As @Astral-Pepe does, I also read from the 1611 KJV. I feel it is the most accurate translation available to me. There are bros here such as astralpp that will blow your mind with their spiritual insight. Pay close attention and you will be brought to speed in no time. You may have already seen it, but if not I would recommend this thread:


I will pray in Jesus' name that you not only find him and accept what he's offered you, but also that you can become the salt and the light for those around you, for his glory. God bless.
 

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You can get a modern bible anywhere although I would recommend the first Christian bible of 144 A.D. as it only contains God as revealed to us through Jesus Christ - not through the scribblings of jews (type 'the very first bible' into any browser).

The most important thing is baptism. You must be baptized by another baptized Christian man and as someone else mentioned earlier, using the words "in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit."

There is a mass and baptism guide you can get that recreates the rites and sacraments of the first Christians from the first through fourth centuries and I can get that link if you're interested.

I will also pray that God's Holy Spirit comes upon and helps guide you.
 

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When the Philippian Jailer asked Saint Paul how to be saved, he simply said: "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved." (Acts 16) You want to know how to be saved; the answer is simple: believe on the Jesus Christ. Confess that He is Lord, and ask Him to save you (Romans 10). I'm sure you already have at this point, since you were given so many great answers here, and that you're saved. God bless you and keep you, brother, and grow you in the faith

You need to get baptized as a public declaration of your faith. Find a faithful Christian church in your area. Even if most churches are corrupted, there will be at least one that isn't; you just have to search long enough. There are small, faithful churches everywhere in non-Christian countries, just as it was during the first century. When you find the church, start going every Sunday. You may need to force yourself to at first, but you will eventually want to go, as it becomes a part of your life. After a while of going, so that you get comfortable there, I would ask the pastor how I could get baptized. Most churches offer baptism about once a month though, so you could just wait for that to happen. In any case, you need to get baptized.

Make a strong effort to read the Bible every day. When I was a kid, I forced myself to read five chapters a day. I didn't understand it most of the time, and I could hardly keep my focus; but I did it. As you learn more and understand more, the text will become more and more clear. If you're already used to reading books, then you might not even have the same focus and comprehension problems that I had when I first started studying the Scripture. But dedicate yourself to reading daily. Set your own number of chapters. I would recommend something around five, because if you do something like one chapter a day, it will take way too long to get through the book. When you finish the Bible, start over the next day. It will become a part of your life. I will say as a disclaimer, though, that while this is something I try to do, it's not really for everybody. If you ever want to have a family, you most likely won't have enough time to read the Bible for an hour or so a day.

It seems that you're a lot like I was when I first got saved. There was no doubt as to whether or not I believed in Christ, but I didn't really "feel" saved, and that worried me a lot. If that's what you're dealing with, I'll tell you that this feeling simply goes away, as you grow in faith and understanding of the Scriptures. Do what you know you have to do first, and then it will make sense.
 

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sleep paralysis ... The demons fled with the name of Christ
I learned about that from some old, grainy YouTube video on a dark and lonely night many years ago and it helped turn me around in my way of seeing things. Luckily, I have only had to deploy that weapon a few times since.

Like Donk, DasReich and you said, it’s real and proves that God is with you, always. You need only speak His name and believe in his authority. You got a lot of good advice waiting for you ITT and I’m happy for you.

Exhale, brother, you’re already saved...
 

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Go to a local Catholic church and tell them you want to join RCIA. Your number one choice should be a Traditional Latin Mass church (SSPX or Fraternity of St. Peter or Institute of Christ the King). But if none of those are near you, don't worry. Just go to the nearest Catholic church. Your number one goal is to get through the process of getting catechized, baptized, and confirmed.
 
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